March 25th, 2011 - Proposal

I'll start it with a line,

"proposal is disposal"

I don't mean proposal that contained love in it, I mean proposal related to words, papers, and all of the bullshits. Yes, bullshits. When we just wanna to say one word, strightly without strings attached, Proposal needs us to write down more than a hundred times of word. With the same intention and meaning.. that's kinda bullshit huh ?

Cheers.

No Date - Letting Go

sorry for double post today, hmm I just want to express more what's in mind. lol.

Thanks for being who you are

stopped me dreaming too far

here comes the reality,

I feel terrible, slightly.

I wish you the best for last

make it better than your past

I wish every morning ahead

laugh the best you've ever had

don't be anyone else but you

lie won't solve anything too

in case you slipped away

take a step back and honestly say.

Above is what I recently feel for someone's out there. Don't get me wrong. I still wish her the best.. Hey last sentence just reminds me to a line from CeeLo Green - Forget You.. lol

Cheers.

March 23rd, 2011 - Plan B

let's get straight, go make it fast. :D

Life needs a backup plan, if your life didn't go as you wish, or you plan, there'll be no waste if you have second plan, let's call it plan B. I'll start with my own experience today, while I craved for J.Co's Thai Ice Tea, and they didn't serve it, I feel so dissapointed, and I wasted time to think before I finally go for Iced Choc. Hey, it's just a small case, where everything's so simple, with no more friction or anything similar. Imagine it a life-changed case, when everything you decide simply affect your future life. You can't waste no more time to think straight before you choose, time flies so fast dude!

Let's start making plan B in your life, it don't mean you're kinda pessimistic, but realistic that everything can go wrong, except GOD's thingy.

Cheers.

March 21st, 2011 - Signature ( Sign of Nature )

Look who's here ? ME ! :D

For today, I really worried about my future, how could I survive the world if there's still a never-ending contradiction inside of me ?

Let me mention it one-by-one. First, about my religion. Until now, I still haven't decided which one I trust. Really, that's so devastating when people asked you, "Agama lo apa?". Ups, yet, that's a hardest question to answer even sounds so easy.

And second, there's more inconsistent thing in me, my SIGNATURE. Yea yea, sounds really stupid huh ? Truthfully, I need 2 sheets of paper to make it identical. :( I really need to work on this. And the religion thingy too.

To be honest, I am catholic inside, but still undefined outside. Who cares the outside when you are strong inside ?

Cheers.

March 20th, 2011 - Cheating

Damn, it's me again !

Today I cheated a friend's homework, damn, shame on me. But I got no choice, I didn't understand the task, and tomorrow's the deadline. So, if you were me ? What would you guys do ?

Cheers.

March 19th, 2011 - Love Lessons

hey it's me forever ! :D

okay, i didn't write here yesterday, I came home late at night tomorrow, and didn't have time to post :D

But, to sum up, yesterday was a great day. Indeed. I got along with my friends I met seldomly. And it's such a relieved to see them again :D

Hmm love lessons ? What's so important about that til I entitle my today's post so ? Let's get straight. My Bro told me to find a girl I loved right NOW. Why did he's so coercive ? He said that's so easy to find one in college, because we have the same intention, and college really form a good interactions between us compared to the work life I'd have later on.

That somehow makes a good sense in my mind. Why don't I try ?

Cheers.

March 17th, 2011 - Happy Birthday

hey, it's me, it'll always be me writing here. boring huh ? lol

Today's post dedicated to one of my best friends, Martin who reached his 20th birthday today. I wish all the best for him, and his life. :D

If Jea read this post, I am going to ask her to forgive me bcoz I can't come with her tomorrow, to throw a surprise party for Martin. And also, I wish the best for the surprise party and for you both getting along together :D

Be better in your relationship, Tin !

Cheers.

March 16th, 2011 - Conscience of a Streetwalker

hey, it's me again :D

Now, let me skip about what've been fulfilled my day and let's start with a story of an amateur streetwalker.

Today, if I could make a poem about today, it'd be all about rain. Yes, it's been raining today, so hard til' Jakarta couldn't even resist flood. Flood, it is another meaning of Traffic Jam. Here, in our lovely city, Jakarta.

And flood, and traffic jam too, they make me walk my way home, instead taking a bus home. I really dissapointed about how Jakarta handle the flood thing. They can't work the drainage that clogged up, they can't maximise the usage of West and East flood canal.

Now, let's ask why ? Why Jakarta couldn't be traffic jam-free ? According to me, the answer is because they didn't provide the need of walkers. Based on my personal experience, there's almost no way to walk along the pedestrians. Most of them have been used by retailers to sell products. Some of them was broken. Streetwalkers should really risk their life to walk really on the "street", not on the pedestrians.

Despite, I still wish the best for Jakarta, where I lived. Be better Jakarta !

Cheers.

New Look, New Hope

I just updated the look of my blog, hope you enjoy :D

Starting tomorrow, I will write here my daily journal, maybe I would use Indonesian for next post and the following.

Cheers.

*or i could still use english* LOL

I Dare to Dream Big

hello there.

after a long time postless, i think it's the time to make it talks again :D

Okay, let me start from here..

I am really motivated right now, can't be more, indeed. I found someone really motivates me to chase my dream, to pursue it, not to give up to it.

Merry Riana is just one of them, who got me keep thinking about my dream, whether it's possible or not at present, never worry about it. I think she's a total package, she's motivatingly beautiful, smart, and communicative, and the story of her life ? It keeps me thinking, and also feeling ashamed. How could a woman endure life that hard, and I can't ? (not to discredit women).

What I learned from her.. Set your goals, and find out why you really want that so much, and you will know how to realise it. Now, I am conscious to announce my dreams, and here it goes :

1. I want to be a landscape photographer, and make a contribution to National Geographic.

2. I want to write books, and authorise it by myself (still dunno what it'll tell about)

3. I want to write songs, and sung by Charice ( aww, she's so adorable :D )

Yapp, it's done. But, I still don't know how to make it work for me. At least I am not afraid to dream BIG !

Cheers.