Friday, February 12, 2010

kuliahh kuliahh

postingan bahasa indonesia hari ini.. hehehe

banyak banget yang ganggu pikiran gw hari ini, masalah kuliah yang udah mau masuk, masalah bisnis foto yang ga jalan2.. banyakk lagi banyakk sekali..

dan hari ini lagi lagi gw diam dirumah, ga ada kerjaan apa apa, makin lengkap deh ke-stres-an gw hari ini.. rasanya pengen cepet2 kuliah, banyak kesibukan gtu, ga ada waktu buat mikirin masalah gw skrg..

banyak yang bilang sih, enakan libur diem2 dirumah gtu.. tapi buat gw apaan? libur kelamaan kyk gini sungguh ga penting sama sekali, gua ga melakukan apa apa, cuma online online dan online.. libur juga terus terusan ngingetin gw sama sesuatu yg pengen gua lupain, yg pengen gw biarkan lewat gitu aja, tapi sangat sangat susah.. hmm

jadi intinya, gw pengen cepet masuk kuliah !!

cukup buat hari ini, makasih.

Monday, February 8, 2010

fly away~~

heyya, blogging again.. hahahaa

i won't blog too long now, coz i don't have much in my words..

then, i want to tell you sth based on my opinion.. and there it goes,,

when you love someone didn't love you, don't ever force her. coz love needs feedback, a force never make a good feedback. so, just let it go. and pray her the best..

or even you missed a moment shared together, HEY WAKE UP! it's passed away.. there's more things you need to care about.

and if you still wishing on her, OH COME ON!! you both will never end up happily, coz once again.. LOVE NEEDS TWO, not just one.

enough for today, thanks.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

depressions..



depression involves the brain, it's like you feel down, or even dumped for a several days, and even more.. it ghosts you everyday, interfere with everything you do, and haunted your night..

some kind of depression caused by social environment, psychological problem, a birth of a baby, or even alcohol use..
depression makes us feel worthless, overslept or lack of that, it reduces your weight, until leads you to suicidal..

there are some way to cure depression, i say "cure" here because, depression is an illness, hmm physchological illness.. that needs to be cured.

the first is surely the consultation, the depressant needs to let other know about their problem to find the cure. you have to be motivated everyday, to abolish the feeling of worthlessness.. and that's why you need therapist..

and you can do it with "antidepressant medication".. the therapy that needs medicine to help you cure depression..

based on above, i think how scared we are to be depressed, so i think we have to keep being positive, don't let bad thoughts in, and live our life happily..

enough for today, thanks.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

United States of Pop 2009

blogging again.. hahaha..

put it up for DJ Earworm!!!!

he mixed this track, that consists 25 top hits of 2009.. here they are,

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW
Lady Gaga - POKER FACE
Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O’Donis - JUST DANCE
The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING
Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY
Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND
Jason Mraz - I’M YOURS
Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)
Kanye West - HEARTLESS
The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL
Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME
T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE
The Fray - YOU FOUND ME
Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY
Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN
Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT
Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)
T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE
Soulja Boy Tell ‘em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE
Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN
Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB
Drake - BEST I EVER HAD
Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
Beyonce - HALO
Katy Perry - HOT N COLD

and i just like it on the first time.. so lovely. hahaha



enough for today, thanks.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

it's all done, so done..

heyya, now blogging with smile.. hahahaha

i've finished the krrs system for my second semester at UNTAR, and i feel so free that i've got the class.. FY if u wanna knw.. hahahaa

while i wait for the first day on campus, i'll be prepared for anything, the binder notes, textbooks, stationeries, and arrange my campus schedule..

and i hope so bad, there's an angel on FY. ahahaha.. so i can be more encouraged to study, and maybe she could be the one.. hihi

hemm, about my classmates, i am going on together with deris, jacob, aprina, and bang ali.. but martin get lost in GY class.. so bad.

oh yea, i took indonesian, and stock market as my additional class.. i cancelled takingg catholic, because it has the same schedule with another class of mine.. okay, i'll take it on my 3rd semester..

enough for today, thanks.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

whatever you like. suka suka elo.

heyyaaa, blogging again..

forget the past, be happy to the last,, yess.. i've gotta forget everything pastimes, and make some moves, to reach my dreams..

hmm, how about taking photography course? i think i've to choose what to focus, and what to fight for.. instead of accounting, i am so interested with photography, concerning that photography could be my side job..

so when i'm tired calculating, i capture.. hahahaha..

and the point was, life's not like a FTV, there everything seems so sweet.. but this is real life.. hahahaa..

enough for today, thanks..

Monday, February 1, 2010

anything.

hey, now blogging with confusion.. hehehe..

i am deeply confused, i wonder how to feel, how to look through the heart.. hemm, everything seems so blurry, and i can't see anything.

and this makes me awry.. the right seems so wrong, and the wrong seems so right..

i know how to love, how to cherish you..

and please, show me sth, or tell me whenever you're able..

thanks.

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