Tuesday, July 12, 2011

How to be Popular in Jakarta FOR DUMMIES

It's sad to know there's a lot more than being social, doing some interactions with others, existing in the society. There's a LOT more than you think!

Nowadays, we got our mind set that there are certain ways to be popular. You have to hang out there, got some coffee there, smoke your cigar there, and bla bla bla there.
Kinda suck for me. Think we need a guidelines to be popular here, where's the pride really matters, and people live for money.

If you need some example, or maybe evidence ? Just look at 7 Eleven Store around your neighborhood. Have you ever thought about how people just willing to sit around on the floor just to prove that they are existed ? So sad.

Sorry to say that this is just my personal views about things in life, I didn't mind to sarcastically distract you guys. Just my view.


Wednesday, July 6, 2011

living your dream into reality

how to live a dream without efforts to make it real ?

these thoughts crossed all over my mind in past few days. when i dreamt a new dream, and tryin to give it a try to make it possible.

in the next five years, i planned to start a new life abroad, specifically in the USA. i hope so bad :D

now, what i need is keep holding on to it, and make it a reason for every efforts i make afterwards, i don't want to make it useless. i believe that every hardwork i give, really worth-giving.

and i really want to build a life from zero, where i could possibly decide on anything by myself, so i take blame if it falls, and i take honor if succeed.

i thought that it's a possible dream, so don't bother me dreaming. the more you live it, the more it become real.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

#randomthoughts

heyya guys! what up ?

what you guys do in holiday ? i feel so much bores in my head, so i turn my hands over the keyboard and start writing, something i can't really do on those pressure dates.

my holiday just filled with movies, tv series, music, internet, and these photo thingie. i wake up early just to turn my computer on, and surf a bit then leave it for TV shows. it goes always like this everyday. yaaa i know that such a pain in the ass.

oops, gotta go, i forgot i've made an appointment at 11. seeyaaa :D

Friday, March 25, 2011

March 25th, 2011 - Proposal

I'll start it with a line,

"proposal is disposal"

I don't mean proposal that contained love in it, I mean proposal related to words, papers, and all of the bullshits. Yes, bullshits. When we just wanna to say one word, strightly without strings attached, Proposal needs us to write down more than a hundred times of word. With the same intention and meaning.. that's kinda bullshit huh ?

Cheers.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

No Date - Letting Go

sorry for double post today, hmm I just want to express more what's in mind. lol.

Thanks for being who you are
stopped me dreaming too far
here comes the reality,
I feel terrible, slightly.

I wish you the best for last
make it better than your past
I wish every morning ahead
laugh the best you've ever had

don't be anyone else but you
lie won't solve anything too
in case you slipped away
take a step back and honestly say.

Above is what I recently feel for someone's out there. Don't get me wrong. I still wish her the best.. Hey last sentence just reminds me to a line from CeeLo Green - Forget You.. lol

Cheers.

March 23rd, 2011 - Plan B

let's get straight, go make it fast. :D

Life needs a backup plan, if your life didn't go as you wish, or you plan, there'll be no waste if you have second plan, let's call it plan B. I'll start with my own experience today, while I craved for J.Co's Thai Ice Tea, and they didn't serve it, I feel so dissapointed, and I wasted time to think before I finally go for Iced Choc. Hey, it's just a small case, where everything's so simple, with no more friction or anything similar. Imagine it a life-changed case, when everything you decide simply affect your future life. You can't waste no more time to think straight before you choose, time flies so fast dude!

Let's start making plan B in your life, it don't mean you're kinda pessimistic, but realistic that everything can go wrong, except GOD's thingy.

Cheers.

Monday, March 21, 2011

March 21st, 2011 - Signature ( Sign of Nature )

Look who's here ? ME ! :D

For today, I really worried about my future, how could I survive the world if there's still a never-ending contradiction inside of me ?

Let me mention it one-by-one. First, about my religion. Until now, I still haven't decided which one I trust. Really, that's so devastating when people asked you, "Agama lo apa?". Ups, yet, that's a hardest question to answer even sounds so easy.

And second, there's more inconsistent thing in me, my SIGNATURE. Yea yea, sounds really stupid huh ? Truthfully, I need 2 sheets of paper to make it identical. :( I really need to work on this. And the religion thingy too.

To be honest, I am catholic inside, but still undefined outside. Who cares the outside when you are strong inside ?

Cheers.

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