being older isn't that easy

haven't been blogging anymore since months ago, hehe sorry.

but now, I want to spark up the spirit of writing again, at least to be productive, not just wasting a day by day and in the end I'll regret that.. :(

Today I'm officially 19 years old ! Thx God for that, for Your guidance this far, and I wish for more ! lol.

Actually, it's not that easy being older. Why ?

let's just mention it one by one :

1. being older absolutely increase my responsibility, self responsibility, social responsibility, and financial responsibility. People expect me to be better, to be more mature, but in fact, I still live my comfort zone, where I think we could do anything free, with no pressure. *grow up dude !*

2. being older makes you realise what you've done in past years, and you'll be regret why don't you maximize your time to improvise yourself. *stop procrastinating please !*

3. above all, all those hard things mentioned above, shouldn't have to be infect me and my passion to be better, to be more mature day by day . just like my friend say, "God, please give him more trouble, so he can be better". thanks Ria ! honestly, you always amaze me, with your thoughts, words, and your affinity with God. *hug hug hug*

merry christmas all ! may the spirit of christmas could live forever in our heart ! :D

peace out ! :))

confessions

i couldn't realize how life goes with much of contradiction, much of dispute..

even they didn't know what they argue.

people have much argue about life, something that should never be argued because it's a gift. a gift that will never come back again,. a life should be lived in how God wants us to be.

but it doesn't exist anymore.

people just keep arguing more and more about the gift, expect more than they deserve, do what they shouldn't do, betray God with all those damn thing.

I just wonder if life is given how we want it to be, there will be no more betrayal, no more argues. and all went well perfectly.

but God, need us to see our minors in a different way, in the way that beliefs are everything.

He need us to BELIEVE. that everything's given would be the best for us, the best we could deserve, and the best we could live.

and with that belief to God, we could create beauty, just as what He wants us to do. create better world, and a better life.

for the glory of His name.

what you think is absolutely what you'll achieve.

heyyaahh..

now i want to share something with you all, about something i read this past one week, i read some books about physchology and mind powers..

and there stated that your mind really control your action, and also your achievement. you'll achieve more if you think positively, and you'll obtain bad if you think pessimistly.

to obtain the best, you've to think big, dream big. and let your dream come to life, make it not just only dream but reality, and you've to also conditioning yourself to be ready to obtain the best, bcoz something big doesn't fit in small thought.

and another must-to-do is keep focused on your dream, don't let anything come between, just keep thinking how to reach your goal without worrying about the side effect, bcoz if you keep the fear in yourself, you wont go through it, you'll stuck on it, and you'll be just a perfect dreamer, instead reacher.

in often, a big dream won't be reached if you pursue it once, you have to keep running and keep fighting for your dream, reach it one by one, bcoz everything needs process, nothing comes instantly.

pursuing your dream is just like downloading files, it completed percent by percent. just how patient you can wait for that, and downloading files won't be fast as you want, sometimes your connection goin slower or disabled, it's just like your life's obstacle.. it stops you down sometimes, but believe that there's a chance in every struggle you do.

thank you *cheers*

chances

"there are chances in every troubles, there are troubles in every chances"

if you see chances in a way, just prepare yourself to do everything for that and actually the good follows.

life's about taking chances,
and they are around us.

God makes all the chances hidden,
you are the one to find it.

only the braves find and step out as a man, while others can only dream.

thanks, *cheese*

Illuminati & The New World Order

hey, i just watched both of them lately, and i feel confused about the phenomenon. is it real or just conspiracy?

do you believe in that? please tell me. release me from this confusion.

thanks anyway

Valentine's Day OST

1. Today Was a Fairytale – Taylor Swift
2. Say Hey (I Love You) – Michael Franti
3. I’m in the Mood for Love – Jamiriquai
4. On the Street Where You Live – Willie Nelson
5. Everyday – Sausalito Foxtrot
6. Stay Here Forever – Jewel
7. Amor – Ben E. King
8. Cupid – Amy Winehouse
9. The Way You Look Tonight – Maroon 5
10. 4 and 20 – Joss Stone
11. Valentino – Diane Birch
12. Te Quiero Dijiste – Nat King Cole
13. Jump Then Fall – Taylor Swift
14. Shine – Black Gold
15. Keep On Lovin’ You – Steel Magnolia
16. Somebody to Love – Leighton Meester
17. I’m Into Something Good – The Bird and the Bee
18. Signed Sealed Delivered I’m Yours – Anju Ramapriyam

this is the original soundtrack of Valentine's Day, the movie i just watched yesterday. i recommend you 4 and 20 – Joss Stone, I’m Into Something Good – The Bird and the Bee, Today Was a Fairytale – Taylor Swift, Say Hey (I Love You) – Michael Franti, Everyday – Sausalito Foxtrot, Valentino – Diane Birch, Stay Here Forever – Jewel, and Signed Sealed Delivered I’m Yours – Anju Ramapriya.. they sound so good for me.

NB: this is just personal review, there's no intention to underestimate any tracks.

thanks for reading, *cheese*

Valentine's Day

i've just watched VALENTINE'S DAY at puri mall cinema, with my friend stepen.. hmm sounds like homo huh?? it's a big NO!!

in a simple outline, this gonna be my favorite movie of all time, it shows love in a different way, it differs the other love stories from its heart-breaking story, not just a sweet story about love like other mainstream movies.

as i remember, there's seven or eight stories combined together in one movie. that makes me outfocused about the figures, okay that's my only weakness of this i think.
but overall, it's a good movie. worth to watch, too good to be missed.

thanks.

determination

i want to expose the rush, the anxiety of the game.
enjoy!

the good life, means good laugh.

blogpost for today..

i just realized, what life would be without smile?
would it be good or bad? happy or sad? okay let's talk about this. comments are allowed. hehehe

okay, let's start with smile first, this is according to wikipedia:

A smile is a facial expression formed by flexing those muscles most notably near both ends of the mouth, Among humans, it is customarily an expression denoting pleasure, happiness, or amusement, but can also be an involuntary expression of anxiety, in which case it is known as a grimace. Cross-cultural studies have shown that smiling is used as a means of communicating emotions throughout the world. Happiness is most often the motivating cause of a smile.

based on what i bold typed above, smile caused by happiness, pleasure.. and it used as a communicating emotions throughout the world. that means, smile is an universal language, that everyone understands.


and now i'll talk about why we should put a smile on our face..

as we all know, smile is an universal language, not infrequently, smile could be the beginning of good friendship.. and it breaks the ice of communicating.

life could be easier if we treat it easy.

all the best, thanks.

Tata Young - My Bloody Valentine

Love my love my
I still love
my

My valentine running rings around me
Hanging by a thread but we're loosening , loosening
The sparks were flyin' not the type that we need
Bringing a fire that is burning me , burning me

(I know) Nobody said that it'd be easy
(My heart) That we could find a way ,make a way
(But you don't) You don't prioritize me

How'm I s'posed to believe yours games will ever change ,ever change


It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best
But it's my love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave but then I watch you next to me
My love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but still i just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

Love my love my
I still love my (bloody valentine)

I opened doors
but you close them on me
I'm compromising won't you show the same ,help the change
You're phone is ringing it says shorty ,so tell me
What's her name ,how'd she get your number?
Don't try to be playin' me
(Cuz i'll know) Before you even say anything
(But I hope) You wouldn't lie to me ,don't lie to me
You know that we've been here before
OH Don't patronize ,don't feed me lines
Just change your ways yeah make it right

It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best
But it's my love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave but then I watch you next to me
My love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but still i just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

the day of death.

hey, just preparing for tomorrow, the day i'll study til death, FOR SURE. huhu

okay, i'll tell you how is it going to be..
first, i'll have the busiest schedule so far, from 7.30 AM til drop. hahahhaha
second, there's no break between them. geez

and third, i am in the class that i didn't use to be, everything seems so new, people, the situation, and society. i need to adapt more, and more.. sighs

but i'm sure there's no obstacle that can't be outcome, there's no gain if you don't feel the pain, and i'll bet all my life that this is for my own good.

so, i'll start the fight, and win it in a good way. amen.

thanks for reading, *cheese*

first day lectures.

hey, hey, hey..

today, february the 15th, was the first day of lectures at my campus. after had 2 months of holiday, everyone starts to fight again, for their future, so do i.

my schedule today wasn't too bad, at least i got the time of break, hehehe.. today i got macroeconomics, and statistics..

everything went very well today, nothing unexpected happened, hahaha except for our late on macroeconomics.. we thought the lecturer hadn't come in.. but the truth said.. huh.
but, beyond my expectations, we didn't get bad lecturers so far, from 2 of them, both seemed so funny, hahahaha..

i've to be prepared for tomorrow's lectures, it would take so long, from 7.30 AM until 14.50 PM.. *without break*... sighs.

enjoy, thanks.

valentine.

this valentine, i am with nobody
it doesn't matter for me, coz love doesn't care about dates
and for someone who cares,
congrats.. you found the point!!

etymologycally, valentine comes from name of one of several martyred saints in ancient rome. and why does valentine symbolizes the romantic love?

It all begins from the Legend Aurea of Jacobus. The very brief vita of St Valentine has him refusing to deny Christ. Before his head was cut off, this Valentine restored sight and hearing to the daughter of his jailer. Jacobus makes a play with the etymology of "Valentine", "as containing valor". Then, it was discovered about hearts and last notes signed "from your Valentine", as is sometimes suggested in modern works of sentimental piety. Legend of Valentine appears in the late ages in England and France, when the day of 14 February became associated with romantic love. 14 February becomes Valentine's Day.

for your info guys, thanks.

kuliahh kuliahh

postingan bahasa indonesia hari ini.. hehehe

banyak banget yang ganggu pikiran gw hari ini, masalah kuliah yang udah mau masuk, masalah bisnis foto yang ga jalan2.. banyakk lagi banyakk sekali..

dan hari ini lagi lagi gw diam dirumah, ga ada kerjaan apa apa, makin lengkap deh ke-stres-an gw hari ini.. rasanya pengen cepet2 kuliah, banyak kesibukan gtu, ga ada waktu buat mikirin masalah gw skrg..

banyak yang bilang sih, enakan libur diem2 dirumah gtu.. tapi buat gw apaan? libur kelamaan kyk gini sungguh ga penting sama sekali, gua ga melakukan apa apa, cuma online online dan online.. libur juga terus terusan ngingetin gw sama sesuatu yg pengen gua lupain, yg pengen gw biarkan lewat gitu aja, tapi sangat sangat susah.. hmm

jadi intinya, gw pengen cepet masuk kuliah !!

cukup buat hari ini, makasih.

fly away~~

heyya, blogging again.. hahahaa

i won't blog too long now, coz i don't have much in my words..

then, i want to tell you sth based on my opinion.. and there it goes,,

when you love someone didn't love you, don't ever force her. coz love needs feedback, a force never make a good feedback. so, just let it go. and pray her the best..

or even you missed a moment shared together, HEY WAKE UP! it's passed away.. there's more things you need to care about.

and if you still wishing on her, OH COME ON!! you both will never end up happily, coz once again.. LOVE NEEDS TWO, not just one.

enough for today, thanks.

depressions..

depression involves the brain, it's like you feel down, or even dumped for a several days, and even more.. it ghosts you everyday, interfere with everything you do, and haunted your night..

some kind of depression caused by social environment, psychological problem, a birth of a baby, or even alcohol use..
depression makes us feel worthless, overslept or lack of that, it reduces your weight, until leads you to suicidal..

there are some way to cure depression, i say "cure" here because, depression is an illness, hmm physchological illness.. that needs to be cured.

the first is surely the consultation, the depressant needs to let other know about their problem to find the cure. you have to be motivated everyday, to abolish the feeling of worthlessness.. and that's why you need therapist..

and you can do it with "antidepressant medication".. the therapy that needs medicine to help you cure depression..

based on above, i think how scared we are to be depressed, so i think we have to keep being positive, don't let bad thoughts in, and live our life happily..

enough for today, thanks.

United States of Pop 2009

blogging again.. hahaha..

put it up for DJ Earworm!!!!

he mixed this track, that consists 25 top hits of 2009.. here they are,

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW
Lady Gaga - POKER FACE
Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O’Donis - JUST DANCE
The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING
Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY
Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND
Jason Mraz - I’M YOURS
Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)
Kanye West - HEARTLESS
The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL
Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME
T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE
The Fray - YOU FOUND ME
Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY
Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN
Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT
Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)
T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE
Soulja Boy Tell ‘em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE
Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN
Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB
Drake - BEST I EVER HAD
Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
Beyonce - HALO
Katy Perry - HOT N COLD

and i just like it on the first time.. so lovely. hahaha



enough for today, thanks.

it's all done, so done..

heyya, now blogging with smile.. hahahaha

i've finished the krrs system for my second semester at UNTAR, and i feel so free that i've got the class.. FY if u wanna knw.. hahahaa

while i wait for the first day on campus, i'll be prepared for anything, the binder notes, textbooks, stationeries, and arrange my campus schedule..

and i hope so bad, there's an angel on FY. ahahaha.. so i can be more encouraged to study, and maybe she could be the one.. hihi

hemm, about my classmates, i am going on together with deris, jacob, aprina, and bang ali.. but martin get lost in GY class.. so bad.

oh yea, i took indonesian, and stock market as my additional class.. i cancelled takingg catholic, because it has the same schedule with another class of mine.. okay, i'll take it on my 3rd semester..

enough for today, thanks.

whatever you like. suka suka elo.

heyyaaa, blogging again..

forget the past, be happy to the last,, yess.. i've gotta forget everything pastimes, and make some moves, to reach my dreams..

hmm, how about taking photography course? i think i've to choose what to focus, and what to fight for.. instead of accounting, i am so interested with photography, concerning that photography could be my side job..

so when i'm tired calculating, i capture.. hahahaha..

and the point was, life's not like a FTV, there everything seems so sweet.. but this is real life.. hahahaa..

enough for today, thanks..

anything.

hey, now blogging with confusion.. hehehe..

i am deeply confused, i wonder how to feel, how to look through the heart.. hemm, everything seems so blurry, and i can't see anything.

and this makes me awry.. the right seems so wrong, and the wrong seems so right..

i know how to love, how to cherish you..

and please, show me sth, or tell me whenever you're able..

thanks.

deepest condolences

hey, blogging again now. hehehee

hmm, firstly i say thanks to Serina for yesterday, for treating us so much peanuts and candies..

but, really. nothing lasts forever..

i was so deeply hurt inside, hearing that news. so bad.. but i believe you could walk this world, continue this life, and be survived with your dad watching from up above.

cheer up Serina and family..!! the end is just the new beginning, the beginning for your life next, and the beginning for your dad above..

with my deepest condolences, i write this blog for you Serina and fam. i hope God gave you more power, more spirit to bring happiness to your fam, and the deceased..

amen.

SHOW, don't just tell..

hey, i am blogging again, hehehe

hmm, today i found a nice quote, and it sounds like this..

"Show, don't tell."

yes that's right, we have to show more, than tell more.. show to give a proof, and show to make a move.
in love, to show is needed more than just a tell, a tell, just means a words, without
the proof. but, if we show, it means a lot, it means all of our cares, joy, and love.. and she/he would see it as our value added.

and another quote i've found says,

"if you have a daughter, tell her not to hear what men say, but see what they do"

i absolutely agree with this quote, to do something, is way harder than to say something.. and surely, they need proof.

and i will try not to tell more, but show more.. because to prove that we are capable, it needs more.

beyond words.

enough for today, thanks..

still life

sorry for late post, hehehe.. i've been kinda busy yesterday..

hmm, i've tried to capture fragrance bottle, with light effects, and if you mind to see, here they are,,




and this is for the night session, capturing watches.. here they are..




enough for today, thanks.

forgive me please

heyy i am writing again.. hehehe

today i was way soo exhausted, so i won't post too long today..

emm, my day started with futsal, with my friends from PFT.. then, i played again at my former school to do some friendly game.. okay it's really tiring..

sorry if i post something silly today, but this weariness really kills me.!

enough for today, thanks.

Justine Henin vs Yanina Wickmayer

hey i am blogging again now, hehehe

i've just watched a tennis match, between henin and wickmayer on the Australian open 2010.. and i wanna tell you about this match for you who didn't watch this..

we start from Justine Henin, she's a former world's 1st in women singles.. but she retired in 2008, and came back on 2009.. this is her first grand slam tour after she decided the coming back..

Yanina Wickmayer, a Belgian, 21 years old.. the 16th of the world, and her last appearance was in the US open 2009, that she got to semifinals before defeated by Caroline Wozniacki..

and now about the match, first set.. Henin led Yanina by 7-6..
and then on the 2nd set, Yanina ran out with 6-1..

and the last set, with her spirits and passions, Henin won this match by 6-3..
and she passed the 4th round of Australian Open 2010..

i wish she could be the champ!!

enough for today, thanks.

the life's obstacle

heyya, i am blogging again today, hahaha

today should've been good for me, coz i'd shoot my first client. i'd shoot them along with my friend, pisang.. but unfortunately, all 've been cancelled..

i don't know why today's photoshoot was cancelled, but what i've heard from pisang was the couple have their own agenda today. idkfs..

we've cancelled this photoshoot for about 3 times, each has it's own reason..

and i think, to get money is not that easy, there's much you should face until you get the money.. and this is the life process is..

we should learn from this case, that life needs effort, you must fight for your dreams, run for your future.. nothing comes easily though..

and also from this case, we are getting stronger from time to time..
and that's life should be, learn more, earn more..

enough for today, thanks.

which one?

wahay, i am blogging again now, hehehehe

today i went to campus to take my scorecard for the first semester, and to get information about the KRRS system, or anything about that (idk). hehehe

it's been a long time i didn't see my classmates, hmm about 1 month more less, everyone's changed, til i couldn't recognise them. hahaha (maybe i forgot them). and i'had been so silly today, here i tell you..

i came up at about half past ten, and i ran across the campus to find my friends, i searched them to canteen, at the circle, and then i asked someone in the admin office, and he said to get a scorecard, i'd go to imakta base, at 10th floor.. ok i went there but i found nothing..

and i went downstairs again, and bought a call units, then i called wowo..

then i knew the place, i went upstairs and tried to find the class..
i was wrong about 5 times maybe til i found the right class i've should been.. soo stressful i think. >.<

and i took my scorecard, compared it with my friends', then signed the attendance..

and i found a bit peculiarity today on my friend's scorecard.. she got 3,99 out of 4..!! whatdesit??

yes, she's done the exam einsteinously.. but, how could she laugh?? she missed just 0,01 to perfekto!! ckckck..

oh ya, i am allowed to take 22 credits for next semester, and i am a bit confused, which major i should take??

most of my friends take religion as their additions, so i do so..
most take cooperative economics, and i do so.

i don't know about anything, so i just follow what people did.. but, i have time until 3rd of february to choose.

then what major should i take??
i got 3 options now, but i certainly take religion.!
1. organisational behavior
2. cooperative economics
3. catholics

enough for today, thanks

between love and hate

hey, i am writing again now, hahaha..

my post today is about LOVE and HATE, something on different sides i think, and it's so thinly different. hehehe..

now, lemme lead you to something love brings, and hate takes..

love can lead us to happiness, but hate drives us to sorrow..
love answers almost everything, but hate makes another question..

to extinguish a flame, you can't throw a lighter, you should throw a pail of water..
so does hate, it can't be fought with hates, do that with love, indeed..

enough for today, thanks.

i know everything!!

hey, i am writing today, hahaha

ehmm i've just watched sherlock holmes yesterday, and i wanna share a bit my opinion about this..

well, i think sherlock is genious. he can find out something most people can't.. i wonder how could he do that? (apart from the fact that sherlock is totally fake)..

i wonder how he could predict anything just in an instance, as i see when he fought someone in the fight club, everything he did are all planned and he counted the punch he gave til the enemy down.. so amazing though..

to have an ability like he had, it'll be so fun.. we could know about something people have, just with a glance..
and we'll got the best method to do some approachment, with no worry..

and i wish i had an ability like him.

enough for today, thanks

the biggest victory

my second post for today, LOL

last night i planned to sleep earlier than usual, but i failed hehehe.. at half past 11, i turned the computer off, and i went to my parents room to watch tv together, and there i found the lesson for life. LOL

and the story went like this...

there's a fighting competition USA against south korea, each team consists 5 fighters, and the victory goes to the team that collects more points..

first battle, USA fighter won against korean..
the second battle, korean won
third, USA won
fourth, korean won

til the fifth battle, two teams led to a draw.. and the last battle determines the winner..

the last battle between Tommy Lee from USA and Dae Hon from Korea.
back to the past, Tommy's brother killed by Dae Hon on a duel like that, and Tommy comes to do some revenge now.

back to the fight, Dae Hon leads Tommy for score collection, but Tommy, doesn't give up that easy, until the fight has just 30 seconds to end, Tommy hits Dae Hon on the leg, and it breaks his leg, and a half to die..

but, Dae Hon continues the spirit.. He gets up again.. but due to his condition, Tommy should end up the fight with the final hit, that will make Dae Hon lose with KO, but he stills on his position, even the scoreboard show the superiority of Dae Hon..

then bells rang, and the winner still goes to Korea, but Tommy's coach said to him, "you've won this match kid."

then the awarding ceremony, Koreans got the 1st place.. but Dae Hon gave his medal to Tommy, and said "the biggest victory is when you could save your enemy from dying.. and you've done it"

Dae Hon followed by his teammate, they all gave their medal to the USA fighters..

and what i found here..

we should control our emotions when doing something, and everything will go right,
think about people just like you care about yourself..

enough for today, thanks

stutters

heyya, i wanna start writing something today, continued the 3-days in a row daily posts..

today when i got up, i feel so confuse about this one, stuttering.. then i turn on the computer, and start browsing anything connected to this topic, and i found the forum for all who stutters, and that makes me know, stutters shouldn't be down, we have to find a way to cure it.. and that was i am curious about. LOL

okay, i got stuttering from idk when, until now it stills.. and i wish i could stop this.. based on some facts that :
1. people don't get stutter when they're alone
2. people who speak spontaneously won't get stutter
3. stuttering is all in your mind

then i will start to encourage myself to run out from stuttering, and i wish i could do so..

enough for today. thanks

photo clipping or movie making?

hey guys, i am writing today to fulfill my daily resolution to write at least 1 post to this blog for a year..

and yeah, i am so into movie making now! (or photo clipping?) idk yea, but it's so fun, how we put a single photo to make a story that tells something.

my inspiration is Axioo, yes no wonder anymore, they are good at both photography and videography, everytime i watch their wedding video, that makes me want to get married soon. LOL

hmm, i am using windows movie maker now, any suggestions for another program to make a video, (or a clip maybe)? i heard that Adobe premiere pro provides good movie-making tools..

strayed away

one quiet night i looked at the mirror
guessed who's there..
another night,
why does he still be there?
i asked him softly, he didn't say anything
yet until i broke the mirror,
and he screamed hardly

who am i?
i can't recognise myself
i am lost in a twisted labyrinth
there's nothing inside
no one i could see, no answer i got

i found the light in the end
and i run and run faster to reach it
seeing YOU standing so bright
and i am ready to be saved

distant love

i wanna start writing something today, and the topic i chose is how love can stay in a distance. okay, it's been so crucial when we start to fall on someone, we have to see from every side she is, and everything around them.

some people say, love in a distance or what we called long distance relationship needs more intentions than a close relations, more intentions means more patience, and we need to do something to keep our love from fading, how to keep it away from bores, and how to find a way to be together eventhough they're apart..

but in my sight, distant love examines us to be loyal to our partner, to be honest, and to show our cares in a unexpected way that makes our love strong.

so, don't be afraid to have a long distance relationship, coz true love can't be fooled..

HAPPY LOVING..!!

My Everything

fellas, i found this romantic yet sweet song on youtube, and once i listened to this, yes i love this song way much..
this is a typical love song that sets out the i-can't-lose-you feeling just like other love songs..
it sang by cathy nguyen, a beautiful yet lovely singer featured by randolph permejo, the big funny singer and guitarist..

i guarantee you'll like this..

holy crap.

hey! i've got a romantic quotes from one of my friends, claudia.. and it sounds like this..

"love is not a thing that was made by someone, but love is a thing that was born in our heart, and you are the one who born the love inside my heart, so let my love grows in your heart just as yours here.."

lesbiola trip

heyy guys, today i feel so happy that i've got a good score for my 1st semester report.. i got 3,14 out of 4, the perfect one.. LOL

and yes, i thank God soo much for giving me this, this is soo unpredictable for me before.. but He gives me the best of all for what i've done before..

then, today i went to Kelapa Gading with my friends, just to check out the siantar noodle resto i knew from facebook. i come along with alston, ( you can find him at @alstonshan on twitter ), deris ( @derryace on twitter ), and jojo, ( @jojojinggo on twitter )..

firstly we landed at Kelapa Gading, we are about little confuse how to find the resto, as you know, the area of KG is about 100000000 hectares, LOL i'm just too over it. haha

then we found the location, it located at gading hibrida, beside the mawar saron church.. then we came in and order the food...

deris and me ordered the challenge 1 menu, it consists 3 portion of siantar noodles. OMG.. (yes i know this is a bit crazy..)

then when i see the portion, I inhaled and never outhaled again hahahah LOL..
wanna see the huge big monsterous portion?? check the photos i tagged below.

in the end, i failed to end up the challenge, and so do deris, so we had to pay about 25k rupiahs per challenge, ehmm..

after finished the war of noodles, we went to mall of indonesia with the plan to watch some movies at blitzmegaplex, but we cancelled due to the matter of time. so we just went to jco, to had some refreshment and i fell asleep for about 20mins, haha it's so wonderful to had a good sleep there, LOL.

okay i think enough for today, hopes for the better tomorrow friends..!!

NB : i forgot to tell you about the meet up of us with the two lesbiola hahahha.. okay it's just not too important yaah..

Leavin'

when you got a broken heart,
you'll find the hardest part
to keep the love from falling
and to start believing..

no matter what you say,
I'll keep love staying away
no such thing defines love,
even all the words you have..

to leave you alone
that makes everything's fine
need no more bothering
stop tearing cause I'm leaving..

the last thing in my mind
hoping you not to find
let me go and stop missing
cause there's no love remaining..