March 17th, 2011 - Happy Birthday

hey, it's me, it'll always be me writing here. boring huh ? lol

Today's post dedicated to one of my best friends, Martin who reached his 20th birthday today. I wish all the best for him, and his life. :D

If Jea read this post, I am going to ask her to forgive me bcoz I can't come with her tomorrow, to throw a surprise party for Martin. And also, I wish the best for the surprise party and for you both getting along together :D

Be better in your relationship, Tin !

Cheers.

March 16th, 2011 - Conscience of a Streetwalker

hey, it's me again :D

Now, let me skip about what've been fulfilled my day and let's start with a story of an amateur streetwalker.

Today, if I could make a poem about today, it'd be all about rain. Yes, it's been raining today, so hard til' Jakarta couldn't even resist flood. Flood, it is another meaning of Traffic Jam. Here, in our lovely city, Jakarta.

And flood, and traffic jam too, they make me walk my way home, instead taking a bus home. I really dissapointed about how Jakarta handle the flood thing. They can't work the drainage that clogged up, they can't maximise the usage of West and East flood canal.

Now, let's ask why ? Why Jakarta couldn't be traffic jam-free ? According to me, the answer is because they didn't provide the need of walkers. Based on my personal experience, there's almost no way to walk along the pedestrians. Most of them have been used by retailers to sell products. Some of them was broken. Streetwalkers should really risk their life to walk really on the "street", not on the pedestrians.

Despite, I still wish the best for Jakarta, where I lived. Be better Jakarta !

Cheers.

New Look, New Hope

I just updated the look of my blog, hope you enjoy :D

Starting tomorrow, I will write here my daily journal, maybe I would use Indonesian for next post and the following.

Cheers.

*or i could still use english* LOL

I Dare to Dream Big

hello there.

after a long time postless, i think it's the time to make it talks again :D

Okay, let me start from here..

I am really motivated right now, can't be more, indeed. I found someone really motivates me to chase my dream, to pursue it, not to give up to it.

Merry Riana is just one of them, who got me keep thinking about my dream, whether it's possible or not at present, never worry about it. I think she's a total package, she's motivatingly beautiful, smart, and communicative, and the story of her life ? It keeps me thinking, and also feeling ashamed. How could a woman endure life that hard, and I can't ? (not to discredit women).

What I learned from her.. Set your goals, and find out why you really want that so much, and you will know how to realise it. Now, I am conscious to announce my dreams, and here it goes :

1. I want to be a landscape photographer, and make a contribution to National Geographic.

2. I want to write books, and authorise it by myself (still dunno what it'll tell about)

3. I want to write songs, and sung by Charice ( aww, she's so adorable :D )

Yapp, it's done. But, I still don't know how to make it work for me. At least I am not afraid to dream BIG !

Cheers.

being older isn't that easy

haven't been blogging anymore since months ago, hehe sorry.

but now, I want to spark up the spirit of writing again, at least to be productive, not just wasting a day by day and in the end I'll regret that.. :(

Today I'm officially 19 years old ! Thx God for that, for Your guidance this far, and I wish for more ! lol.

Actually, it's not that easy being older. Why ?

let's just mention it one by one :

1. being older absolutely increase my responsibility, self responsibility, social responsibility, and financial responsibility. People expect me to be better, to be more mature, but in fact, I still live my comfort zone, where I think we could do anything free, with no pressure. *grow up dude !*

2. being older makes you realise what you've done in past years, and you'll be regret why don't you maximize your time to improvise yourself. *stop procrastinating please !*

3. above all, all those hard things mentioned above, shouldn't have to be infect me and my passion to be better, to be more mature day by day . just like my friend say, "God, please give him more trouble, so he can be better". thanks Ria ! honestly, you always amaze me, with your thoughts, words, and your affinity with God. *hug hug hug*

merry christmas all ! may the spirit of christmas could live forever in our heart ! :D

peace out ! :))

confessions

i couldn't realize how life goes with much of contradiction, much of dispute..

even they didn't know what they argue.

people have much argue about life, something that should never be argued because it's a gift. a gift that will never come back again,. a life should be lived in how God wants us to be.

but it doesn't exist anymore.

people just keep arguing more and more about the gift, expect more than they deserve, do what they shouldn't do, betray God with all those damn thing.

I just wonder if life is given how we want it to be, there will be no more betrayal, no more argues. and all went well perfectly.

but God, need us to see our minors in a different way, in the way that beliefs are everything.

He need us to BELIEVE. that everything's given would be the best for us, the best we could deserve, and the best we could live.

and with that belief to God, we could create beauty, just as what He wants us to do. create better world, and a better life.

for the glory of His name.

what you think is absolutely what you'll achieve.

heyyaahh..

now i want to share something with you all, about something i read this past one week, i read some books about physchology and mind powers..

and there stated that your mind really control your action, and also your achievement. you'll achieve more if you think positively, and you'll obtain bad if you think pessimistly.

to obtain the best, you've to think big, dream big. and let your dream come to life, make it not just only dream but reality, and you've to also conditioning yourself to be ready to obtain the best, bcoz something big doesn't fit in small thought.

and another must-to-do is keep focused on your dream, don't let anything come between, just keep thinking how to reach your goal without worrying about the side effect, bcoz if you keep the fear in yourself, you wont go through it, you'll stuck on it, and you'll be just a perfect dreamer, instead reacher.

in often, a big dream won't be reached if you pursue it once, you have to keep running and keep fighting for your dream, reach it one by one, bcoz everything needs process, nothing comes instantly.

pursuing your dream is just like downloading files, it completed percent by percent. just how patient you can wait for that, and downloading files won't be fast as you want, sometimes your connection goin slower or disabled, it's just like your life's obstacle.. it stops you down sometimes, but believe that there's a chance in every struggle you do.

thank you *cheers*