but now, I want to spark up the spirit of writing again, at least to be productive, not just wasting a day by day and in the end I'll regret that.. :(
Today I'm officially 19 years old ! Thx God for that, for Your guidance this far, and I wish for more ! lol.
Actually, it's not that easy being older. Why ?
let's just mention it one by one :
1. being older absolutely increase my responsibility, self responsibility, social responsibility, and financial responsibility. People expect me to be better, to be more mature, but in fact, I still live my comfort zone, where I think we could do anything free, with no pressure. *grow up dude !*
2. being older makes you realise what you've done in past years, and you'll be regret why don't you maximize your time to improvise yourself. *stop procrastinating please !*
3. above all, all those hard things mentioned above, shouldn't have to be infect me and my passion to be better, to be more mature day by day . just like my friend say, "God, please give him more trouble, so he can be better". thanks Ria ! honestly, you always amaze me, with your thoughts, words, and your affinity with God. *hug hug hug*
merry christmas all ! may the spirit of christmas could live forever in our heart ! :D
peace out ! :))
