deepest condolences

hey, blogging again now. hehehee

hmm, firstly i say thanks to Serina for yesterday, for treating us so much peanuts and candies..

but, really. nothing lasts forever..

i was so deeply hurt inside, hearing that news. so bad.. but i believe you could walk this world, continue this life, and be survived with your dad watching from up above.

cheer up Serina and family..!! the end is just the new beginning, the beginning for your life next, and the beginning for your dad above..

with my deepest condolences, i write this blog for you Serina and fam. i hope God gave you more power, more spirit to bring happiness to your fam, and the deceased..

amen.

SHOW, don't just tell..

hey, i am blogging again, hehehe

hmm, today i found a nice quote, and it sounds like this..

"Show, don't tell."

yes that's right, we have to show more, than tell more.. show to give a proof, and show to make a move.
in love, to show is needed more than just a tell, a tell, just means a words, without
the proof. but, if we show, it means a lot, it means all of our cares, joy, and love.. and she/he would see it as our value added.

and another quote i've found says,

"if you have a daughter, tell her not to hear what men say, but see what they do"

i absolutely agree with this quote, to do something, is way harder than to say something.. and surely, they need proof.

and i will try not to tell more, but show more.. because to prove that we are capable, it needs more.

beyond words.

enough for today, thanks..

still life

sorry for late post, hehehe.. i've been kinda busy yesterday..

hmm, i've tried to capture fragrance bottle, with light effects, and if you mind to see, here they are,,




and this is for the night session, capturing watches.. here they are..




enough for today, thanks.

forgive me please

heyy i am writing again.. hehehe

today i was way soo exhausted, so i won't post too long today..

emm, my day started with futsal, with my friends from PFT.. then, i played again at my former school to do some friendly game.. okay it's really tiring..

sorry if i post something silly today, but this weariness really kills me.!

enough for today, thanks.

Justine Henin vs Yanina Wickmayer

hey i am blogging again now, hehehe

i've just watched a tennis match, between henin and wickmayer on the Australian open 2010.. and i wanna tell you about this match for you who didn't watch this..

we start from Justine Henin, she's a former world's 1st in women singles.. but she retired in 2008, and came back on 2009.. this is her first grand slam tour after she decided the coming back..

Yanina Wickmayer, a Belgian, 21 years old.. the 16th of the world, and her last appearance was in the US open 2009, that she got to semifinals before defeated by Caroline Wozniacki..

and now about the match, first set.. Henin led Yanina by 7-6..
and then on the 2nd set, Yanina ran out with 6-1..

and the last set, with her spirits and passions, Henin won this match by 6-3..
and she passed the 4th round of Australian Open 2010..

i wish she could be the champ!!

enough for today, thanks.

the life's obstacle

heyya, i am blogging again today, hahaha

today should've been good for me, coz i'd shoot my first client. i'd shoot them along with my friend, pisang.. but unfortunately, all 've been cancelled..

i don't know why today's photoshoot was cancelled, but what i've heard from pisang was the couple have their own agenda today. idkfs..

we've cancelled this photoshoot for about 3 times, each has it's own reason..

and i think, to get money is not that easy, there's much you should face until you get the money.. and this is the life process is..

we should learn from this case, that life needs effort, you must fight for your dreams, run for your future.. nothing comes easily though..

and also from this case, we are getting stronger from time to time..
and that's life should be, learn more, earn more..

enough for today, thanks.

which one?

wahay, i am blogging again now, hehehehe

today i went to campus to take my scorecard for the first semester, and to get information about the KRRS system, or anything about that (idk). hehehe

it's been a long time i didn't see my classmates, hmm about 1 month more less, everyone's changed, til i couldn't recognise them. hahaha (maybe i forgot them). and i'had been so silly today, here i tell you..

i came up at about half past ten, and i ran across the campus to find my friends, i searched them to canteen, at the circle, and then i asked someone in the admin office, and he said to get a scorecard, i'd go to imakta base, at 10th floor.. ok i went there but i found nothing..

and i went downstairs again, and bought a call units, then i called wowo..

then i knew the place, i went upstairs and tried to find the class..
i was wrong about 5 times maybe til i found the right class i've should been.. soo stressful i think. >.<

and i took my scorecard, compared it with my friends', then signed the attendance..

and i found a bit peculiarity today on my friend's scorecard.. she got 3,99 out of 4..!! whatdesit??

yes, she's done the exam einsteinously.. but, how could she laugh?? she missed just 0,01 to perfekto!! ckckck..

oh ya, i am allowed to take 22 credits for next semester, and i am a bit confused, which major i should take??

most of my friends take religion as their additions, so i do so..
most take cooperative economics, and i do so.

i don't know about anything, so i just follow what people did.. but, i have time until 3rd of february to choose.

then what major should i take??
i got 3 options now, but i certainly take religion.!
1. organisational behavior
2. cooperative economics
3. catholics

enough for today, thanks

between love and hate

hey, i am writing again now, hahaha..

my post today is about LOVE and HATE, something on different sides i think, and it's so thinly different. hehehe..

now, lemme lead you to something love brings, and hate takes..

love can lead us to happiness, but hate drives us to sorrow..
love answers almost everything, but hate makes another question..

to extinguish a flame, you can't throw a lighter, you should throw a pail of water..
so does hate, it can't be fought with hates, do that with love, indeed..

enough for today, thanks.

i know everything!!

hey, i am writing today, hahaha

ehmm i've just watched sherlock holmes yesterday, and i wanna share a bit my opinion about this..

well, i think sherlock is genious. he can find out something most people can't.. i wonder how could he do that? (apart from the fact that sherlock is totally fake)..

i wonder how he could predict anything just in an instance, as i see when he fought someone in the fight club, everything he did are all planned and he counted the punch he gave til the enemy down.. so amazing though..

to have an ability like he had, it'll be so fun.. we could know about something people have, just with a glance..
and we'll got the best method to do some approachment, with no worry..

and i wish i had an ability like him.

enough for today, thanks

the biggest victory

my second post for today, LOL

last night i planned to sleep earlier than usual, but i failed hehehe.. at half past 11, i turned the computer off, and i went to my parents room to watch tv together, and there i found the lesson for life. LOL

and the story went like this...

there's a fighting competition USA against south korea, each team consists 5 fighters, and the victory goes to the team that collects more points..

first battle, USA fighter won against korean..
the second battle, korean won
third, USA won
fourth, korean won

til the fifth battle, two teams led to a draw.. and the last battle determines the winner..

the last battle between Tommy Lee from USA and Dae Hon from Korea.
back to the past, Tommy's brother killed by Dae Hon on a duel like that, and Tommy comes to do some revenge now.

back to the fight, Dae Hon leads Tommy for score collection, but Tommy, doesn't give up that easy, until the fight has just 30 seconds to end, Tommy hits Dae Hon on the leg, and it breaks his leg, and a half to die..

but, Dae Hon continues the spirit.. He gets up again.. but due to his condition, Tommy should end up the fight with the final hit, that will make Dae Hon lose with KO, but he stills on his position, even the scoreboard show the superiority of Dae Hon..

then bells rang, and the winner still goes to Korea, but Tommy's coach said to him, "you've won this match kid."

then the awarding ceremony, Koreans got the 1st place.. but Dae Hon gave his medal to Tommy, and said "the biggest victory is when you could save your enemy from dying.. and you've done it"

Dae Hon followed by his teammate, they all gave their medal to the USA fighters..

and what i found here..

we should control our emotions when doing something, and everything will go right,
think about people just like you care about yourself..

enough for today, thanks

stutters

heyya, i wanna start writing something today, continued the 3-days in a row daily posts..

today when i got up, i feel so confuse about this one, stuttering.. then i turn on the computer, and start browsing anything connected to this topic, and i found the forum for all who stutters, and that makes me know, stutters shouldn't be down, we have to find a way to cure it.. and that was i am curious about. LOL

okay, i got stuttering from idk when, until now it stills.. and i wish i could stop this.. based on some facts that :
1. people don't get stutter when they're alone
2. people who speak spontaneously won't get stutter
3. stuttering is all in your mind

then i will start to encourage myself to run out from stuttering, and i wish i could do so..

enough for today. thanks

photo clipping or movie making?

hey guys, i am writing today to fulfill my daily resolution to write at least 1 post to this blog for a year..

and yeah, i am so into movie making now! (or photo clipping?) idk yea, but it's so fun, how we put a single photo to make a story that tells something.

my inspiration is Axioo, yes no wonder anymore, they are good at both photography and videography, everytime i watch their wedding video, that makes me want to get married soon. LOL

hmm, i am using windows movie maker now, any suggestions for another program to make a video, (or a clip maybe)? i heard that Adobe premiere pro provides good movie-making tools..

strayed away

one quiet night i looked at the mirror
guessed who's there..
another night,
why does he still be there?
i asked him softly, he didn't say anything
yet until i broke the mirror,
and he screamed hardly

who am i?
i can't recognise myself
i am lost in a twisted labyrinth
there's nothing inside
no one i could see, no answer i got

i found the light in the end
and i run and run faster to reach it
seeing YOU standing so bright
and i am ready to be saved

distant love

i wanna start writing something today, and the topic i chose is how love can stay in a distance. okay, it's been so crucial when we start to fall on someone, we have to see from every side she is, and everything around them.

some people say, love in a distance or what we called long distance relationship needs more intentions than a close relations, more intentions means more patience, and we need to do something to keep our love from fading, how to keep it away from bores, and how to find a way to be together eventhough they're apart..

but in my sight, distant love examines us to be loyal to our partner, to be honest, and to show our cares in a unexpected way that makes our love strong.

so, don't be afraid to have a long distance relationship, coz true love can't be fooled..

HAPPY LOVING..!!

My Everything

fellas, i found this romantic yet sweet song on youtube, and once i listened to this, yes i love this song way much..
this is a typical love song that sets out the i-can't-lose-you feeling just like other love songs..
it sang by cathy nguyen, a beautiful yet lovely singer featured by randolph permejo, the big funny singer and guitarist..

i guarantee you'll like this..

holy crap.

hey! i've got a romantic quotes from one of my friends, claudia.. and it sounds like this..

"love is not a thing that was made by someone, but love is a thing that was born in our heart, and you are the one who born the love inside my heart, so let my love grows in your heart just as yours here.."

lesbiola trip

heyy guys, today i feel so happy that i've got a good score for my 1st semester report.. i got 3,14 out of 4, the perfect one.. LOL

and yes, i thank God soo much for giving me this, this is soo unpredictable for me before.. but He gives me the best of all for what i've done before..

then, today i went to Kelapa Gading with my friends, just to check out the siantar noodle resto i knew from facebook. i come along with alston, ( you can find him at @alstonshan on twitter ), deris ( @derryace on twitter ), and jojo, ( @jojojinggo on twitter )..

firstly we landed at Kelapa Gading, we are about little confuse how to find the resto, as you know, the area of KG is about 100000000 hectares, LOL i'm just too over it. haha

then we found the location, it located at gading hibrida, beside the mawar saron church.. then we came in and order the food...

deris and me ordered the challenge 1 menu, it consists 3 portion of siantar noodles. OMG.. (yes i know this is a bit crazy..)

then when i see the portion, I inhaled and never outhaled again hahahah LOL..
wanna see the huge big monsterous portion?? check the photos i tagged below.

in the end, i failed to end up the challenge, and so do deris, so we had to pay about 25k rupiahs per challenge, ehmm..

after finished the war of noodles, we went to mall of indonesia with the plan to watch some movies at blitzmegaplex, but we cancelled due to the matter of time. so we just went to jco, to had some refreshment and i fell asleep for about 20mins, haha it's so wonderful to had a good sleep there, LOL.

okay i think enough for today, hopes for the better tomorrow friends..!!

NB : i forgot to tell you about the meet up of us with the two lesbiola hahahha.. okay it's just not too important yaah..

Leavin'

when you got a broken heart,
you'll find the hardest part
to keep the love from falling
and to start believing..

no matter what you say,
I'll keep love staying away
no such thing defines love,
even all the words you have..

to leave you alone
that makes everything's fine
need no more bothering
stop tearing cause I'm leaving..

the last thing in my mind
hoping you not to find
let me go and stop missing
cause there's no love remaining..