chances

"there are chances in every troubles, there are troubles in every chances"

if you see chances in a way, just prepare yourself to do everything for that and actually the good follows.

life's about taking chances,
and they are around us.

God makes all the chances hidden,
you are the one to find it.

only the braves find and step out as a man, while others can only dream.

thanks, *cheese*

Illuminati & The New World Order

hey, i just watched both of them lately, and i feel confused about the phenomenon. is it real or just conspiracy?

do you believe in that? please tell me. release me from this confusion.

thanks anyway

Valentine's Day OST

1. Today Was a Fairytale – Taylor Swift
2. Say Hey (I Love You) – Michael Franti
3. I’m in the Mood for Love – Jamiriquai
4. On the Street Where You Live – Willie Nelson
5. Everyday – Sausalito Foxtrot
6. Stay Here Forever – Jewel
7. Amor – Ben E. King
8. Cupid – Amy Winehouse
9. The Way You Look Tonight – Maroon 5
10. 4 and 20 – Joss Stone
11. Valentino – Diane Birch
12. Te Quiero Dijiste – Nat King Cole
13. Jump Then Fall – Taylor Swift
14. Shine – Black Gold
15. Keep On Lovin’ You – Steel Magnolia
16. Somebody to Love – Leighton Meester
17. I’m Into Something Good – The Bird and the Bee
18. Signed Sealed Delivered I’m Yours – Anju Ramapriyam

this is the original soundtrack of Valentine's Day, the movie i just watched yesterday. i recommend you 4 and 20 – Joss Stone, I’m Into Something Good – The Bird and the Bee, Today Was a Fairytale – Taylor Swift, Say Hey (I Love You) – Michael Franti, Everyday – Sausalito Foxtrot, Valentino – Diane Birch, Stay Here Forever – Jewel, and Signed Sealed Delivered I’m Yours – Anju Ramapriya.. they sound so good for me.

NB: this is just personal review, there's no intention to underestimate any tracks.

thanks for reading, *cheese*

Valentine's Day

i've just watched VALENTINE'S DAY at puri mall cinema, with my friend stepen.. hmm sounds like homo huh?? it's a big NO!!

in a simple outline, this gonna be my favorite movie of all time, it shows love in a different way, it differs the other love stories from its heart-breaking story, not just a sweet story about love like other mainstream movies.

as i remember, there's seven or eight stories combined together in one movie. that makes me outfocused about the figures, okay that's my only weakness of this i think.
but overall, it's a good movie. worth to watch, too good to be missed.

thanks.

determination

i want to expose the rush, the anxiety of the game.
enjoy!

the good life, means good laugh.

blogpost for today..

i just realized, what life would be without smile?
would it be good or bad? happy or sad? okay let's talk about this. comments are allowed. hehehe

okay, let's start with smile first, this is according to wikipedia:

A smile is a facial expression formed by flexing those muscles most notably near both ends of the mouth, Among humans, it is customarily an expression denoting pleasure, happiness, or amusement, but can also be an involuntary expression of anxiety, in which case it is known as a grimace. Cross-cultural studies have shown that smiling is used as a means of communicating emotions throughout the world. Happiness is most often the motivating cause of a smile.

based on what i bold typed above, smile caused by happiness, pleasure.. and it used as a communicating emotions throughout the world. that means, smile is an universal language, that everyone understands.


and now i'll talk about why we should put a smile on our face..

as we all know, smile is an universal language, not infrequently, smile could be the beginning of good friendship.. and it breaks the ice of communicating.

life could be easier if we treat it easy.

all the best, thanks.

Tata Young - My Bloody Valentine

Love my love my
I still love
my

My valentine running rings around me
Hanging by a thread but we're loosening , loosening
The sparks were flyin' not the type that we need
Bringing a fire that is burning me , burning me

(I know) Nobody said that it'd be easy
(My heart) That we could find a way ,make a way
(But you don't) You don't prioritize me

How'm I s'posed to believe yours games will ever change ,ever change


It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best
But it's my love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave but then I watch you next to me
My love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but still i just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

Love my love my
I still love my (bloody valentine)

I opened doors
but you close them on me
I'm compromising won't you show the same ,help the change
You're phone is ringing it says shorty ,so tell me
What's her name ,how'd she get your number?
Don't try to be playin' me
(Cuz i'll know) Before you even say anything
(But I hope) You wouldn't lie to me ,don't lie to me
You know that we've been here before
OH Don't patronize ,don't feed me lines
Just change your ways yeah make it right

It's such a dirty mess imperfect at it's best
But it's my love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Sometimes i wanna leave but then I watch you next to me
My love ,my love ,my bloody valentine
Maybe I should but still i just can't walk away
Try to convince me once again that I should stay
Through all the brokenness this bleeding heart must confess
I love my love my bloody valentine

the day of death.

hey, just preparing for tomorrow, the day i'll study til death, FOR SURE. huhu

okay, i'll tell you how is it going to be..
first, i'll have the busiest schedule so far, from 7.30 AM til drop. hahahhaha
second, there's no break between them. geez

and third, i am in the class that i didn't use to be, everything seems so new, people, the situation, and society. i need to adapt more, and more.. sighs

but i'm sure there's no obstacle that can't be outcome, there's no gain if you don't feel the pain, and i'll bet all my life that this is for my own good.

so, i'll start the fight, and win it in a good way. amen.

thanks for reading, *cheese*

first day lectures.

hey, hey, hey..

today, february the 15th, was the first day of lectures at my campus. after had 2 months of holiday, everyone starts to fight again, for their future, so do i.

my schedule today wasn't too bad, at least i got the time of break, hehehe.. today i got macroeconomics, and statistics..

everything went very well today, nothing unexpected happened, hahaha except for our late on macroeconomics.. we thought the lecturer hadn't come in.. but the truth said.. huh.
but, beyond my expectations, we didn't get bad lecturers so far, from 2 of them, both seemed so funny, hahahaha..

i've to be prepared for tomorrow's lectures, it would take so long, from 7.30 AM until 14.50 PM.. *without break*... sighs.

enjoy, thanks.

valentine.

this valentine, i am with nobody
it doesn't matter for me, coz love doesn't care about dates
and for someone who cares,
congrats.. you found the point!!

etymologycally, valentine comes from name of one of several martyred saints in ancient rome. and why does valentine symbolizes the romantic love?

It all begins from the Legend Aurea of Jacobus. The very brief vita of St Valentine has him refusing to deny Christ. Before his head was cut off, this Valentine restored sight and hearing to the daughter of his jailer. Jacobus makes a play with the etymology of "Valentine", "as containing valor". Then, it was discovered about hearts and last notes signed "from your Valentine", as is sometimes suggested in modern works of sentimental piety. Legend of Valentine appears in the late ages in England and France, when the day of 14 February became associated with romantic love. 14 February becomes Valentine's Day.

for your info guys, thanks.

kuliahh kuliahh

postingan bahasa indonesia hari ini.. hehehe

banyak banget yang ganggu pikiran gw hari ini, masalah kuliah yang udah mau masuk, masalah bisnis foto yang ga jalan2.. banyakk lagi banyakk sekali..

dan hari ini lagi lagi gw diam dirumah, ga ada kerjaan apa apa, makin lengkap deh ke-stres-an gw hari ini.. rasanya pengen cepet2 kuliah, banyak kesibukan gtu, ga ada waktu buat mikirin masalah gw skrg..

banyak yang bilang sih, enakan libur diem2 dirumah gtu.. tapi buat gw apaan? libur kelamaan kyk gini sungguh ga penting sama sekali, gua ga melakukan apa apa, cuma online online dan online.. libur juga terus terusan ngingetin gw sama sesuatu yg pengen gua lupain, yg pengen gw biarkan lewat gitu aja, tapi sangat sangat susah.. hmm

jadi intinya, gw pengen cepet masuk kuliah !!

cukup buat hari ini, makasih.

fly away~~

heyya, blogging again.. hahahaa

i won't blog too long now, coz i don't have much in my words..

then, i want to tell you sth based on my opinion.. and there it goes,,

when you love someone didn't love you, don't ever force her. coz love needs feedback, a force never make a good feedback. so, just let it go. and pray her the best..

or even you missed a moment shared together, HEY WAKE UP! it's passed away.. there's more things you need to care about.

and if you still wishing on her, OH COME ON!! you both will never end up happily, coz once again.. LOVE NEEDS TWO, not just one.

enough for today, thanks.

depressions..

depression involves the brain, it's like you feel down, or even dumped for a several days, and even more.. it ghosts you everyday, interfere with everything you do, and haunted your night..

some kind of depression caused by social environment, psychological problem, a birth of a baby, or even alcohol use..
depression makes us feel worthless, overslept or lack of that, it reduces your weight, until leads you to suicidal..

there are some way to cure depression, i say "cure" here because, depression is an illness, hmm physchological illness.. that needs to be cured.

the first is surely the consultation, the depressant needs to let other know about their problem to find the cure. you have to be motivated everyday, to abolish the feeling of worthlessness.. and that's why you need therapist..

and you can do it with "antidepressant medication".. the therapy that needs medicine to help you cure depression..

based on above, i think how scared we are to be depressed, so i think we have to keep being positive, don't let bad thoughts in, and live our life happily..

enough for today, thanks.

United States of Pop 2009

blogging again.. hahaha..

put it up for DJ Earworm!!!!

he mixed this track, that consists 25 top hits of 2009.. here they are,

The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW
Lady Gaga - POKER FACE
Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O’Donis - JUST DANCE
The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING
Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY
Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND
Jason Mraz - I’M YOURS
Beyonce - SINGLE LADIES (PUT A RING ON IT)
Kanye West - HEARTLESS
The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL
Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME
T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE
The Fray - YOU FOUND ME
Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY
Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN
Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT
Pitbull - I KNOW YOU WANT ME (CALLE OCHO)
T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE
Soulja Boy Tell ‘em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE
Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN
Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB
Drake - BEST I EVER HAD
Kelly Clarkson - MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU
Beyonce - HALO
Katy Perry - HOT N COLD

and i just like it on the first time.. so lovely. hahaha



enough for today, thanks.

it's all done, so done..

heyya, now blogging with smile.. hahahaha

i've finished the krrs system for my second semester at UNTAR, and i feel so free that i've got the class.. FY if u wanna knw.. hahahaa

while i wait for the first day on campus, i'll be prepared for anything, the binder notes, textbooks, stationeries, and arrange my campus schedule..

and i hope so bad, there's an angel on FY. ahahaha.. so i can be more encouraged to study, and maybe she could be the one.. hihi

hemm, about my classmates, i am going on together with deris, jacob, aprina, and bang ali.. but martin get lost in GY class.. so bad.

oh yea, i took indonesian, and stock market as my additional class.. i cancelled takingg catholic, because it has the same schedule with another class of mine.. okay, i'll take it on my 3rd semester..

enough for today, thanks.

whatever you like. suka suka elo.

heyyaaa, blogging again..

forget the past, be happy to the last,, yess.. i've gotta forget everything pastimes, and make some moves, to reach my dreams..

hmm, how about taking photography course? i think i've to choose what to focus, and what to fight for.. instead of accounting, i am so interested with photography, concerning that photography could be my side job..

so when i'm tired calculating, i capture.. hahahaha..

and the point was, life's not like a FTV, there everything seems so sweet.. but this is real life.. hahahaa..

enough for today, thanks..

anything.

hey, now blogging with confusion.. hehehe..

i am deeply confused, i wonder how to feel, how to look through the heart.. hemm, everything seems so blurry, and i can't see anything.

and this makes me awry.. the right seems so wrong, and the wrong seems so right..

i know how to love, how to cherish you..

and please, show me sth, or tell me whenever you're able..

thanks.